By Paras
" why didn't you reply to me, my dear? I was worried about you.... please ...please... please reply to me, I'm waiting impatiently"
I touched the "send" button and the message was hovering in the middle of the night....such a memorable evening, which has been run for months.
The nights that always reminded me to her loving eyes, to the smile as sweet as cotton candy….
those love messages skyrocketed and flashed in the air...sometimes those messages brings smiles, sometimes anger, sometimes sweet sometimes slightly bitter, sometimes intimate sometimes hot...mostly it brings the fear feeling for both of us.
There are no nights to be missed with a feeling of how all of this might have ended because we were separate by a very extreme distance, like a nightmare which tortures in our sleep.
Among all the women and all the loves, for me only her, no matter how the situation, no matter how it's impossible for us even just to build a dream together, there's still something that is real…..
"dear am I real to you ?" Her message arrived and without any hesitation, I replied...
"of course dear we are real, and always be real"
hmmm is there anything more human than the feeling of love and is there anything have more love than human?
I met Her through the air, started from the string of letters which I interlaced into the words and embroidered as a love messages...and then her angelic voice seduced my ears like music that soothes...
and after months, I saw her on the screen, her appearance were stunning my mind, lovely eyes, sweetest smile in the universe, and everything became wonderful like a blooming flower on the spring time….
and the love messages were flooding like a water in the rain season when the drainage was not working good....
Until one crucial moment......
"what are we looking for dear?" Her message arrived silence covering the air...
"Do we have future or we are just playing the game?" Her next message arrived
Reality crashing into the castle of love that we build up with the beautiful words.....
And everything's ruin by words
" why didn't you reply me, my dear? I was worried about you.... please ...please... please reply me, I'm waiting impatiently"
After thousands of messages sent, she kept silent, I didn't have the answer for her simple question and she disappeared in the air ......